#41

Nuremberg, February 4th 2008

Some thoughts in English so this time everybody gets it right. A couple of days ago Matt came to my place asking for his hard-drive and told me he was doing a video of this five months in Nuremberg. Although the idea had crossed my mind a few days back, I definitely always felt to lazy to do it. Also, there's the problem of doing a thing that u usually will end up not liking after spending so much time working on it. It's kind of like investing your beautiful and kind-of-short time after a girl and then, when you finally have it, you don't want it anymore. Or a boy, anyway girls, you got it, right? The idea absorbed itself.

Anyways, I've not been after any girl in the last week and neither I felt like this came out miserably. It's not amazing, it doesn't even has the greatest moments in here - those that no camera can get - but it certainly gets the message to the other side. At least for those of you who lived part of it. So. Hope everybody likes it, if you want you can even make a little bu-ooh like Lígia did - sorry hon, had to tell the crowd ;-). Bu-ohh. Right. Because Nadya left today. I will guess that was the main reason for doing this. It's a strange and sad feeling. Woke me up at 8:30, gave me some extremely strong coffee that almost cause me a caffeine overdose, and left. Although, for my bad, no one cried. Well, at least not in front of me. In front of me everybody behaves. Or maybe nothing happened because her goodbye party was kind of crazy, kinky I should add, and therefore good feeling trumps bad feelings. Yes it sure does. It's four days left to go and not a single spot of motivation for doing it. Hopes are that good feelings keep on trumping. "This was kind of good, wasn't it?"